chanda mama chanda mama ravayya
nannu yethu koni muddhuladu kovayya
maraalu nenenni chesina
gaaralyu neeve chupayya


it's a traditional lullaby from india, i heard it from the 'playing for change' dvd at my friend's home months ago
being a kid, world is like a big playground where they can play as much as they like, explore as much as they like, and we have rights to make mistakes without being grounded (well although when they grow up they will found some xixixi)

well, my point here is we all have 'kids' inside ourselves and sometimes we need to look at them and pay attention to them and who knows that we might also learn from them ...

these photos is a candid shot i took last sunday, after the service, spontaneous shots, there's Matthew my nephew with my cousins, and also Sky. when i got home today i just feel that i need to share all the photos. so here they are :)





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Hidden Paradise

let take our time for a while and enjoy the symphony of life underneath the blue blanket light

so high

Maybe later we can go up to the moon

Or sail among the stars before the night is through

And when morning comes we'll see the sun is not so far

And we can't get much closer to God than where we are

-john legend-

10101010101010101010101010101010

Cepatlah besar matahariku
Menangis yang keras, janganlah ragu
Tinjulah congkaknya dunia buah hatiku
Doa kami di nadimu

IF - GRA

desire

my desire........

formspring anyone?

http://formspring.com/bhawankfrey

u could ask me anything and i'll try to answer it for u.... ^^

Brand New Year

hello all.....!

yes this is 2010.....a brand new year...2009 is like a flash....it turn outs so fast...and here i am standing on 2010

last year i try to make a new year resolution and turns out DROP DEAD so i wont make any new year resolution but i will try to  make this year better than before....

but without successful resolution does not mean that 2009 is a dull year...not at all....new experiences ... TONS of new friends... a glimpse of attraction.... 2 times photo exhibition... playin on stage (again) .... and the best is must say December... yes! if you follow my life you would raise ur eyebrow and wondering, didn't i say that it was suck etc

yes...it does! in the beginning i feel like something is missing that i used to have on December with all christmas things and the excitement. but it changes during the middle of the month... Surabaya and Jogja's trip and then M.U.A 3.0 and then Christmas is changing the whole idea...yes.. it turns out that christmas haven't lose its MAGIC ^^

and to completes the end of the Ox year, i went to KANGEAN Island by an invitation by my friend Femmy and it turns out GREAT and AWESOME!!!... it really completes the year.... we doing snorkling, swimming, sunbathing (that's stupid i know), teaching elementary schools kids, sharing time with them and my new friends at the end of the year is absolutely AWESOMEEEEEE!!!!!!! ^^

so...welcome 2010 !! let's hit it !!!

best regards

Freyke Elli Hofni Kosakoy

dan lalu........

Dan lalu...
Rasa itu tak mungkin lagi kini
Tersimpan di hati
Bawa aku pulang, rindu
Bersamamu



Dan lalu...
Air mata tak mungkin lagi kini
Bicara tentang rasa
Bawa aku pulang, rindu
Segera

Jelajahi waktu
Ke tempat berteduh hati kala biru

Dan lalu...
Sekitarku tak mungkin lagi kini
Meringankan lara
Bawa aku pulang, rindu
Segera

Dan lalu...
O, langkahku tak lagi jauh kini
Memudar biruku
Jangan lagi pulang
Jangan lagi datang
Jangan lagi pulang, rindu
Pergi jauh!

Dan lalu...
Dan lalu...

currents

been there and now here i am
open up and read up a whole new pages


.........................................il ya a juste un an

L.E.G.N.A

begin to ignore it since a while
begin to draw a new sketch on a new canvas
try to walk away but still
it follows around, clinging like reflection on the ground

it sparks but dimmed in seconds
then it light and ignites but soon it faded
leave it down and wish
it vaporizes with the windy sunset

screaming yet it has no vibe
sit still in silent and it keeps on whispering
wrote it all the way down the silver beam
then the gold one swap it away

wishes that time machine do exist
will write down a whole different scene
but decide to leave it to history
and put it on album called LIFE

Merdeka?????

Merdeka?

tanda tanya? mengapa?

cuma sekedar rasa ingin tau apa benar kita sudah merdeka? atau hanya berganti sistem penjajahan saja?

apapun itu... Merdeka!!!!!!

update...!! gosh it's been a while

hello all....

how are u guys doin? well this month is pretty busy time for me...lots of calendar events and tons of shutter are spread :D

i've a blast this month, lots of new friends, lots of photo session, documentary job, landscape trip..

wooow i wish i can share with u all the excitement directly...but since i'm such a lazy boy hehehehe....so it kinda late to tell u all the experiences on time...but i will share some shots, well lotta of shots hehehhe that i do around this month...some of them i put on my other blog www.imagen-photography.blogspot.com and the rest i will put it here....

so just enjoy it friends

warmest regards

freyke

Save Our Forest!!

kurang dari 2 minggu, tgl 26 April nanti....Hari bumi bakal di peringati semua orang....seberapa banyak kalian yg tau hari Bumi? apa yg kalian tahu ttg kondisi Bumi kita yang kita tinggali sekarang?...

dan untuk kita yg tinggal di Indonesia, apa kalian masih menganggap bahwa bencana yg terjadi di sekitar kita itu kebetulan? jika Ya menjadi jawaban kalian, berarti kalian bisa kembali melanjutkan kegiatan menonton Cinta Fikri dan sinetron2 lainnya, atau tetap ber-Hedonis ria dengan menukar rupiah kamu dengan euphoria sesaat. tapi kalo tidak berarti kalian plg tidak sedikit sadar bahwa bumi kita sudah 'menangis' bahkan 'marah'.

Our mother earth is very kind, from the minute we wake up every morning, she gives us enough fresh oxygen, before we contamine it with our exhaust gas from our car, motorcycle, etc. She's so kind that forest keeps our air clean, and keep the flood away. but what are we doin? we cut the trees down.... saya ingat lagu amy grant (kl nda salah) tp sering di cover oleh artist lain dan terakhir oleh counting crows yang bilang gini

"they paved paradise and put out a parking lot, they cut all the trees, put it on trees museum, and charge people a dollar and a half to see them"
(mereka meratakan surga dan menggantinya dengan tempat parkir, mereka memotong semua pohon lalu menaruhnya di musium dan mencharge orang 1,5 dollar untuk melihatnya)

kita nda pernah ngira kan, mal baru itu berarti berkurangnya juga daerah resapan air...kok bisa? contoh kecilnya, jika kamu punya teras dengan rerumputan maka air hujan yg turun sebagian akan diresap oleh tanah dan rerumputan, tapi coba km semen semua halaman itu lalu hujan turun kemana larinya air hujan itu? ya dia akan bergerak sesuai hukumnya yaitu mencari tempat yg kosong...banjir? sudah pasti.

tidak ada juga yang salah dengan mal baru (kcuali kamu akan di 'paksa' to be more consume thn before) atau perumahan2 baru...tapi yang salah adalah mereka membangun tanpa memenuhi persyaratan2 yg aman bagi bumi. pasti kamu nanya, kok kita nda tau? emang mereka melanggarnya seperti apa? kecuali kamu betul2 peduli kamu pasti cuma akan bilang....aahhhh bodo amat mereka melanggar apa nda toh nda ada pengaruhnya ama kita.

beeeeeeeeehhh....nda ada pengaruhnya? kl banjir sapa yang repot? kl mati lampu (we'll talk bout this later) sapa yang teriak2?

sbeenarnya klo para re-al es-ta-te itu membangun perumahan dengan irigasi (saluran air) yang benar maka banjir nda akan melanda balikpapan tercinta. karena jelas mereka nda punya saluran pembuangan air yang baik..contohnya? liat aja sekitar rumah kita, sberapa besar sih PARIT2nya??? pernah liat kota2 di eropa? sya belum pernah kesana sih, tapi saya lebih milih nonton DISCOVERY channel daripada Sinetron dan (pengen dibilang) Reality show di stasiun tivi kita, dan disitu mereka kasih liat bagaimana mereka buat saluran irigasi mereka...it's underground and it's MASSIVE. BESAR!.....

sedangkan kita? orang Belanda buat irigasi bagus2, malah ditutup, daerah resapan di jadiin pemukiman, dan hasilnya??? liat tuh kejadian longsor di gn.pasir...dan kebiasaan pemerintah kl dah terjadi bencana...angkat tangan.....pdahal mereka sendiri yang tanda tangan itu surat2 ijin.

dan kini saat banjir sudah menjadi bagian dari kehidupan kita, apa itu menyetop aksi mereka untuk terus menggunduli hutan? secara lokal saja tidak.....Balikpapan dalam wacana untuk dijadikan kota MEGAPOLITAN seperti jakarta, karena di anggap masih potensial dengan wilayah / daerah yang masih bisa di eksplorasi untuk pembangunan. yes! it means more buildings, more mall, more department stores. and LESS FOREST




tidak banyak yang tau bahwa hari ini GreenPeace melakukan aksi damai di Jakarta, tepatnya di Gedung milik korporasi besar di indonesia SINAR MAS GROUP. mereka membeberkan bukti2 riil ttg penyalahgunaan dan eksplorasi hutan besar2an. untuk apa? u name it for urself..... minyak sawit? itu salah satunya.....

Greenpeace telah mengawasi SINAR MAS group belakangan ini dibeberapa daerah dan menemukan bukti konkrit dari eksplorasi besar2an di daerah RIAU, KALIMANTAN BARAT dan PAPUA, daerah2 yg disebut adalah paru2 indonesia dan dunia, jika hutan2 tersebut gundul lalu apa yg akan terjadi dengan suplai oksigen dunia? sejauh ini sudah 200 ribu hektar wilayah hutan yang sudah di JARAH oleh mereka dan mereka merencanakan untuk MENJARAH lagi sbesar 1,1 juta hektar hutan lagi terutama di daerah PAPUA. dan hinanya aktivis2 ini mendapat tekanan dan juga ditangkap oleh pihak berwenang saat melakukan aksi menentang hal ini.

Hal yang bertentangan justru disebutkan oleh pres SBY ttg rencana pengurangan penggunaan gas emisi lucunya disatu sisi SINAR MAS Group tetap merusak dan menjarah hutan tanpa henti. kalo saja presiden kita bisa TEGAS, seharusnya hal ini bisa di cegah.



jadi tulisan ini sbagai support untuk teman2 di GREENPEACE......! SALUTE!!!

kalian bisa baca artikel lengkapnya di sini dan untuk mendukung petisinya kalian bisa isi disini...

ACT NOW AND SAVE OUR FOREST!!

oya kalian juga bisa mulai dengan mem-BOIKOT SINAR MAS GROUP, dengan cara tidak membeli, menggunakan atau memakai jasa perbankan mereka.

liat grup mereka di http://www.sinarmasgroup.com atau search aja di www.google.com

i choose not to choose

9 april tomorrow...the national election day for indonesia... and also the beginning for the long weekend!! (for most of people not all actually)

so what will u do? go to election post and vote? or like me, try hard to decide whether to go sunrise hunting or just sleep the day out :sleep: :rofl:

yes...i'm not going to join the what-so-called-people's democratic party and vote.. call me golput call me whatever u want.. i just don't have any interest whatsoever ...


my first election was 1998 if im not mistaken...i have fun then by making a hole at people's eye and then dip my middlefinger (instead of pinky just like they suggested) and then give them middle finger hahahahaha :rofl: coz u have to show the finger to the panelist :giggle: yeaahh :evillaugh:

>then the last time was the election for the governor of east kalimantan, where i lived.... i did go to the election post, but just for the ink..yes...i was an employee back then, and one way i could go to the office by noon is by vote :rofl: so i did vote...i just pust the nail straight from the top of the paper fold before i even open it then put it on the box, dip my finger (it's pinky one now :lmao:)

and this year election is the most hilarious, awkward, funny, unbelievable, yet still entertaining :giggle:

why? start with the new regulation and the number of party that join the election, the new regulation is that we can vote exactly who we want to vote... it's good btw but the funny things comes when their start their campaign... all them races to give dreams, promises, and all kind of bull s**t, and suddenly...........................................

their faces is littering my town...yes balikpapan and other town in indonesia is filled with tons of faces....it's not bad actually coz it gives more revenue for the digital printing services hehehhehe.... so they put they faces and promises ( or bullsh**) on, for they who run the campaign on low budget u'll find their photo printed and nailed into box of instant noodles or aqua, better budget print on vinyl and high budgetary goes on billboard!! wow..... i wonder how they manage to pay the cost? from their own money? and then when they got elected they begin to take people's money to cover the campaign cost :giggle: u ask that at urself now :D

and talking bout who are they? some of them is old faces, that try their luck on this election, some of them lost the election for the governor and run for the house of parliament, some lost from the election of the mayor of balikpapan and yes run for local house or parliament but some are new faces and some of them make the comedy out of themselves... yes the election goes for everybody, they can easily register to the nearest party :giggle:

and rumors, gossips are flying bout all these faces.... but i found it by myself...one of my friend's driver...yes driver (we are not talking about his job, coz i believe all people have the right to join the election right?) but then one day i have a chance to chat with him, with two other friends also...and within our conversation...i could make a conclusion that he's not capable to represent the citizen of balikpapan...cmon!!! if i think that im smarter then him...i will not vote for him...cmon!! then other example is my father. no he's not run for the election..but he's co workers does...so just say his name is A, so A is run for election, A is assistant on the barge where' s my father work...when my father ask him, his motivation for this election...u know what his answer is?

'i dunt know, i just run for it coz my father told me to.....'

when i heard this..i'm like.....what??!!! what the F**K!!!!!!!!

and others joke is...i find some of religious leader join the election....i'm like ... in the name of JESUS CHRIST!!... aren't they job as the shepherd isn't enough?? yeah they said...their are going to fight for the right of the community of certain religion that had been minority..but hey! it was written on BIBLE...u will suffer in this world for His name...and that's why u will get Heaven for it.... and since when u mix faith with politics??!!! u stupid donkey a$$!!!!

and their go to my church also...brings free calendars....so u want my vote and my town's sake for a calendar? u moron! and they said that not voting is a sin? im like.....yeaah u also can kiss my a$$!

and complete the list of the clown is one of the candidate for the next RI 1, yeah im talking bout the president of indonesia, one of them, that madam, who once trusted to rules this country and failed, and then run for another election and lost, and now try again...(dont u have other things to do?) bla bla bla... so she's criticize the existence government and their programs telling that it was all bull's part.... but then suddenly her ad on the tv tell the contrary hahhahaa i laughed till cry when i saw the ad.... and i joined other 90K people on facebook that say NO to her for next president...and then it got closed ( we already knew it will happen) but just like old sayin :

mati satu tumbuh beribu ribu....yeah we have a new page and u should visit it...in case u heard we already on the news! heheehehhe tv one and kompas actually, join us here

and so.... what will i do tomorrow? one thing for sure...i'm not goin to vote.... i rather sleep or take a picture hehehehhe.....

they said it's a sin if u not choose.... well i do! i do choose!!

I CHOOSE NOT TO CHOOSE!

ps : here some article that u might want to check....if it's too late...than it's my bad hahahahahaa

justanotherweirdo

kompas

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i grieve for my condition for i couldn't find the word to say....

I NEED U SO...............