*rofl* no..im not talking bout the end of this corrupt world... 2008 is nearly end and i just realize that some of things happens and affected my life so far...
so how are u guys? it's been a while since i post here :) well nuff said, i wanna ask u guys....what do u think of 2008? what did u gain? did u lost something? (or someone?), did u meet new friends?
for me...for the last 4 years i was hoping that this would be the best year.. yes, i put some hope and dreams a few years ago for this year, but it wasn't went as i want... it looks like i ruin my dream my self...or is it someone else's fault? aaaahhh..... i used to share suggestion and friends used to come for me for advice bout their relationship ( kebongkar juga deh aslinya pengen curhat patah hati) but this time, i dunt even have a simple suggestion for myself... my gf and i decided to walk different path, we were separated after 6 years of relationship. i still cant find a word to describe that day...suddenly all the songs i loved sounds like a knife on my eardrum, coz all the songs bring me to her :( and it's really hurt like a knife (damn u bryan adams!) to hear it and remembering all the time u have spent.
.................................................................................... but it's ok now! i got back on my feet again. now im looking forward...yes i believe that 2008 maybe not the year for me..but 2009 will be!!
so i hope i can actively updating this blog... and now i can fill this blog with all the images i've been shot for the last couple of month...my hdd is nearly full so i have to wait for my new hdd to come, and after this and that, (yup, i got postponed thanks to that stupid store at jakarta!!) it's finally come... my uncle bought it as a christmas gift ( i thought santa is only imaginary one hehehehh) and i can transfer all my photos and start to uploading again.
so the next post will be lots of pictures :D
big hug
frey
