Tuesday, December 30, 2008

the end is coming

*rofl* no..im not talking bout the end of this corrupt world... 2008 is nearly end and i just realize that some of things happens and affected my life so far...

so how are u guys? it's been a while since i post here :) well nuff said, i wanna ask u guys....what do u think of 2008? what did u gain? did u lost something? (or someone?), did u meet new friends?

for me...for the last 4 years i was hoping that this would be the best year.. yes, i put some hope and dreams a few years ago for this year, but it wasn't went as i want... it looks like i ruin my dream my self...or is it someone else's fault? aaaahhh..... i used to share suggestion and friends used to come for me for advice bout their relationship ( kebongkar juga deh aslinya pengen curhat patah hati) but this time, i dunt even have a simple suggestion for myself... my gf and i decided to walk different path, we were separated after 6 years of relationship. i still cant find a word to describe that day...suddenly all the songs i loved sounds like a knife on my eardrum, coz all the songs bring me to her :( and it's really hurt like a knife (damn u bryan adams!) to hear it and remembering all the time u have spent.

.................................................................................... but it's ok now! i got back on my feet again. now im looking forward...yes i believe that 2008 maybe not the year for me..but 2009 will be!!

so i hope i can actively updating this blog... and now i can fill this blog with all the images i've been shot for the last couple of month...my hdd is nearly full so i have to wait for my new hdd to come, and after this and that, (yup, i got postponed thanks to that stupid store at jakarta!!) it's finally come... my uncle bought it as a christmas gift ( i thought santa is only imaginary one hehehehh) and i can transfer all my photos and start to uploading again.

so the next post will be lots of pictures :D

big hug

frey

2 comments:

  1. ike,....
    say sorry to hear your love life..
    trnyata ad yang lebih parah dari aku ...
    (sebenernya byk bgt...)
    hhahahhahha,,,
    aku pcaran 1 taon lbih trus ptus..
    tnpa masalah apa2...
    wuih,,,,,
    tpi inget ke....
    ( aku sok bijak dikit ya...hhe)
    God always give the best for us in His time, not ours. mungkin skrang bkan wktu yng tpat kali buat kalian be 2...
    (pdhl aku ga tau mslhnya..:P)
    Filemon 1:15...
    (bka de,,,spa tau pas...)
    (petrice menerka-nerka...)
    hahahahahhahah....

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  2. petrrruuukk....ak baru baca neh komenmu....thanks ya... :) ayatnya pas...

    yup...it's all over now...but im already back at my feet again at this time...
    and at this time, i just let it flow...heaven knows what will happen to us ( i mean me and my ex-gf)

    but thanks anyway...thanks a lot sistaaaaaa :)

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